Day 19...

Lazy and perhaps too busy to post in the ORiN for the past week. The holidays are finally here and it's time to catch up on my studis and projects as I am having my term test right after the term break. It is ten more minutes to JunTing's birthday...

I will be meeting Stacey tomorrow so she can take her hamster and cage from me. I got three new hamsters added to my family, two of them are male and the third and youngest is a female. The two males are damn lazy but at elast they are turning the wheel so they don't look as fat as they first came.

Feeling kinda funny now as WanYi haven't replied any of my sms for the whole day liao. Something's amiss coz she is the type who will reply definitely. So strange and weird... Haiz... Maybe she's not in the mood after saying that she did not do well for her tests bah...

Day 11...

It's been 11 days since the ORiN started...

The night has just settled down for the day. My family are all in bed liao. I finally can have some silence liao... WanYi asked me a question that got me thinking hard. "Why u like everyday play magic cards?" I gave her a lame answer but I don't really know why. Perhaps for as a pasttime or perhaps as a challenge to my brains... It can be very tedious for the brain when you play those cards. It's about strategy after all. That's why I answered that I was entertaining my friends coz they seem to get a lot of satisfaction from beating me. Maybe that's why they always say the cards are very cunning.

I saw JunTing in club today but did not say greet each other. I think maybe I don't intend to do that either. She's giving me cold shoulders so why should I go say hi? Waste of my breath anyway... I like her but perhaps it's better to step out of her life for now... I went home with Dinah today. It's a first to go home with her and also a first to really get to know her better. The way she smile is like looking at a anime character coz you won't see her eyes. It's something lidat +> ^_^ hahaha... Did I say that she's one of the popular freshies for this batch? Maybe it's due to her looks...

Collected my specs, paid my bursted fone bill and bought a new MRT concession today. Spent the bulk of my savings away on those. Feeling a bit slack this morning so I decided to wear slippers to school for the 1st time in my poly life. hahaha... It's the yellow and blue pair that I bought with Oscar and gang but it wasn't seasoned so I nearly got a blisters to my toes. Damn!

I just read through WanYi's diary and she got me thinking again... What are my goals in life? It's something that I always have been trying to find the answer but in vain. I only hope to graduate from SP at the moment and go serve my NS. I want to go overseas to further my study but wondered if I am up to the it. It's always good to be more realistic. But there's always one thing in my life for sure... It's my promise with Ah Boon that we both will study IT... It's our future after all... For everyone's information, Ah Boon is my childhood buddy. He is doing his final year of IT at NYP. There's another thing for sure... It's my desire to go into the IT-industry and most probably it's going to be into the hardware sector.

Where's Mars when I am looking for her? Damn those clouds! Always blocking the view! I just hope those damn clouds don't come and li li xiao xiao on 27th Aug. It's a extremely rare sight and I don't want to miss it... I think that's all for Day 11 and back to filing my notes for now...

Projects, Projects & More Projects!!!

Been busy with my projects over the weekend and I worked on Sunday. Saturday turned out to be a quiet day. I still haven't collect my new pair of glasses. Today WanYi said her horoscope of the day is to go out with friends to chill-out but I think she ended up with everyone not around except for the always very free Francis. We ended up smsing till we both pek chek as I can't find anyone else to go with me coz she say go out with me alone very funny so we didn't go out after all. In the end, I went club to meet Eunice. She need me to help her with her VB.NET assignment and I ended up almost helping her complete the whole thing. So lame! I only finish at 9pm lidat then went home like a shagged dog. My printer juz run out of ink coz I attempt to print the WEBA assignment specs that is 33 pages long! KNN! Print half way my printer no more ink liao... What the hell! Now, I need to spend more money to buy ink. This month I really spent lotsa money liao... 600+ bucks so far...

Juz another day...

I was lazy and tired after chatting with WanYi till 3am last nite so did not come online to update the ORiN. Yesterday was a fairly boring day but I think the fair amount of rain made up for it. The craze of playing Magic: The Gathering cards is back on and raging through my class. We used our two hours of break to play a few matches before we had a chaos match up with me, Dominic, Jimmy, Oscar, Robin and YongJun. In the end, we decided to pon the MDAD practical to play somemore. I saw JunTing when I went back to club to get my decks but kinda look away but don't think she got see me either. Now isn't the time yet...

Last nite received the bill for my handphone and I nearly KO, 70+ bucks for the month and a record number of sms sent. I am dead meat for sure. 1044 sms... Argh!

Today we went play magic cards again at T17 fifth floor but I left earlier to go club meet my 'kids' coz Eunice sms me say ZhiLun, ThianHuat and her in club now so I rushed down loh. It's not everyday that I get to see my kids together at club loh, even JingYing came for a while... I forgot to take my medicine this morning and felt a bit of pain in my infection so decided to go eat something so asked ZhiLun and Eunice pei me go eat KFC. Later all left liao so I ended up listening to my discman with Eunice in club coz the pain came back a bit again.

After lessons I went Yishun's Man Studio buy formal wear with Steve, Jimmy, Oscar and Fatty. We bought the same design of a pair of slippers and same size as well. The only difference is the colour so I swopped my blue slipper for a yellow one with Oscar. hahaha... I bought a white long sleeved shirt and a pair of black trousers. All together I spent around 90 bucks today for the clothes and the slippers. Then Jimmy, Oscar and Fatty came my house to look at my magic cards and did not leave till 10pm lidat. Today got not much interesting to mention other than WanYi like keep on eating and eating... Someone please tell her to stop and start dieting please...

On MC...

Thought that I could sleep in till quite late as today's lessons start at 12 noon but sun haven't rise then I got up in pain liao. Intestine pain. Pain until I can't turn or get up... Cannot even stand up at all... That's definitely worse then menses of those gers. Now they can't say I don't know what is pain liao... I rowed down my bed then go wake my parents who send me to the 24 hrs clinic. That doc pressed here and there like I toy lidat. He don't know that very painful 1 arh? In the end he gave me a jab and some painkillers plus a MC. Went home rest and sleep a bit as the pain gradually lessen...

Woke up and start slacking at home again. It rained and and I went out cycling in the rain but I know I not feeling well so cannot cycle too long. I went to test my eyes and made a new pair. It's blue in colour! Tonight can't see mars coz a bit too cloudy liao, can only see a full moon...

Think I made WanYi very fed up juz now on IRC till she quit. sianz½... I think maybe I too guo fen le bah until she explode again... haiz... Tonight's a long long nite ahead of me...

The Red Planet...

Decided to come back to post something before going back to my room...

I saw Mars just now. So bright, so red and getting bigger by the day. It is only a bright red dot at the moment but it will be at big as a full moon come 27th Aug. I am going to borrow Stacey's digital camera to take the pictures on 27th Aug definitely. Was chatting with WanYi just now and found that she also like rain. Finally find someone who like rain... I think it is going to rain soon liao...

May the ORiN continues...

End of Another Day...

Feeling kinda tired at the moment as I juz finish my dinner not long ago... Feeling the 'full stomach' effect now...

I went Orchard Road with WanYi and her fren, Kim. A rather nice outing, nevertheless, as we went around look for a tie for my presentation next week. I did not find the ideal tie I am looking for although. I will be going to Yishun to look for it with Oscar and Steve on friday. We then went Coffee Bean sit before I start to talk cock and sing song... Hahaha... Then don't know why that Kim keep laughing at my lame jokes... Think my lameness hit a new high or she juz like Celine lidat, can't stop laughing or giggling...

Looks like ChunKit not happy with me going out with the girl he want to jio... Hahaha... Maybe coz he thought I going out with WanYi alone and did not know that Kim got come also. WanYi said she hate people who treat her like goods but too bad lah, I have to treat her lidat... I got interest also going to wait for some time before I do anything... Hahaha... Coz I still haven't really got over JunTing yet but WanYi from front look damn like JunTing loh and that's even worse... Haiz... In short, fan niao duo duo again lah...

Beautiful...

I don't know... if I am the one for you in this life...
I can't help... hearing my voice calling your name...
Coz when I... trying so hard not to look in your eyes...
Maybe I... have fallen in love with you...

I can't so describe how I'm feeling deep inside...
So much more than I can say...
With your touch and feel so right...
Oh my, you're so near...
All the time in this place...
For I know in my heart...
I will never let you go... in this lifetime...
Do you know why... oh baby...
Coz you're just so beautiful to me...

Well at night... maybe this time I could hear you breathe...
It's alive... to see you smell with the tears in your eyes...
They may say... that you're just a girl in this spinning world...
In my heart... you light up the world to me...

I can't so describe how I'm feeling deep inside...
So much more than I can say...
With your touch and feel so right...
Oh my, you're so near...
All the time in this place...
For I know in my heart...
I will never let you go... in this lifetime...
Do you know why... oh baby...
Coz you're just so beautiful to me...

Touch my hand... feel my heart...
Hold me close... and you'll find me...
You'll find me... so beautiful to me...

2nd Night AJ...

Don't understand what the title is all about? AJ +> After JunTing lah... ^__^"

Doing my BUOM Case Study at the moment while chatting with WanYi. Been working most of my afternoon away so feeling a bit jaded but have to at least finish more of the Case Study before I go sleep... A bit sleepy but good thing got WanYi to keep my awake with her chatty attitude.

I am going to have an outing with the Draculas, my Connection (FO Event) group on 23 Aug. Finally can have a chance to see all my sons and daughters together! I havent decide the time and what we going to do that day yet but most likely will be meeting them in town.

Smsed ShuTing on my way home and got wind that she went swimming at Yishun with LiangYue and LiTeng. Imagine a chio bu learning how to swim! hahaha....

Juz moments ago, #Sl@ckers erupted with a big quarrel between WanYi and ChunKit and gang. I think I wasn't involved bah but she still pissed off with me when I said she petty earlier. Don't know why she lidat... Maybe she stressed and getting emotional again... She also got list the qualities she look for in her Mr. Right but wah piang! Guys that she looking for very rare loh... Even I think I quite a good guy also cannot fit her requirements... hahaha...

I still remembered that Jasmin said that I am the type of guys who will treat my girl very well but don't know how true she is with her prediction... Long time never see Jasmin liao, maybe tml I sms her... She's a really great friend that I have got to know from my workplace but she not working there liao...

People come and go, they only represent a small part of your life so cherish them...

YaWnZ...

Juz woke up not that long ago... Juz when I thought I got too emotional last nite, WanYi showed her power by nearly breaking down... Chatted on IRC with her till 4am... YaWnZ... That was before we continue to sms till 6am lidat... PeNgZ... I don't even know that I can last that long but I even more surprised why girls can sms and chat so long... No wonder ChunKit say WanYi really turbo shoot like machine gun... hahaha... Leave my comments for later coz I never talk to he on the phone before yet... Got to go work today but good thing that I my workplace allow me to continue smsing or chatting with CheeSeng at the neighbouring stall.

Come to think of it, many people regard me as a flirtatious and chee hong guy but as I think back, I dont really have that many girls loh... Maybe I am one of those who can click with most girls up to a certain extent bah. YaWnZ... At least I know how to draw giggles at early stages of friendship from girls so they see me as a chee hong kia loh...

Need to do my project and compile the BUOM Case Study tonite coz tml need to let Dominic review it. Argh~!~ I totally lost touch with my ASP.NET liao, dont know what I am trying to programme at all. Maybe it's time to concentrate a bit more on my studies or else I will be forwarding liao...

So far WanYi is the only one who know of the ORiN. Maybe it is because of her resemblance to JunTing bah. Did I mention that she from front look quite a like JunTing? I was stunned when I saw her latest picture loh... I don't intend to let too many people know of it since I mentioned a lot of names here loh. At most let a few more close friends know of it and that's it...

I guess it's time to move on and not irritate people anymore... Don't even know if I should go on with my plan to make her birthday present. It's on 30 Aug but I already got an idea of what to give and make before she dropped a few more bombshells on me. Haiz... RouHui say muz be sincere but how? No point giving her a box of hearts if she will find it irritating or even disgusting loh...

Wen Shi Jian Qing Wei He Wu...

The beginning of The ORiN...

It's the beginning of the ORiN, the archive of my tales...

I spent a rather boring day at my gramps' place. Rotting and slacking away and sweating like a pig all along. Still kinda not able to get over JunTing. I thought that she should have told me herself instead of asking RouHui to pass the message but I guess it's all over already. Now I even have doubts whether we still can be friends. I have made my choice: To like her in silence... For in silence, I get no rejection... Zhihao used to use this quote, now is my turn liao... Last night can't really fall asleep coz I ended up thinking about her. In the end, tears well up and I ended up tearing in my bed in the darkness all my myself... Haiz...

WanYi let me have accessed to her diary and she said I was only the third person and 1st guy to be allowed access... I feel so honoured! ^__^" Got so much troubles brewing in my mind that I doubt that I can even think straight at the moment. Furthermore, I still have to work tomorrow... Sianz½

SMS chatted with ShuTing through the day. I was lucky got her to keep me busy else I would be rotten by now. She was followed by WanYi and Eunice but in the end, left WanYi to come online to chat with me only coz Eunice and ShuTing both went sleep liao... Kinda rot till I a bit shag liao...

Now listening to the song Beautiful over and over again... and again...