Stress...

Got back my DMDW result, lowest in cohort and failed... Damn it... Now left with JSPG which I think it going to be a similar result. Hope I can catch up soon enough. Feeling the stress today as FYP and assignment deadlines draw near. Jialat... Worse, argued with meiFang just now over some stupid stuff... Becoming more and more short-tempered lately... Easily pissed and getting those mood swings... Sianz½...

ORiNz

Out of Sorts...

I think I am out of sorts since I went for ITP and then this semester, I totally cannot concentrate. Where's the person who's able to study hard? Where's the boi who worked hard to get into his dream sec sch... I guess I left him in Perth when I went there for my graduation trip... Been quite a lousy student since I entered sec sch and the environment didn't helped much...

Wasted today playing Warcraft 3 but hope I can finally get into a study mood this week so not going to club tml. Haiz... Looks like I need to cut back on my computer usage soon... For my own good...

DETERMINATION!

-=Quote of the Day=-

From: Shall We Dance [Movie, 2004]
"We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying 'Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go un-witnessed because I will be your witness'."

Its a really meaningful dialog from the movie... Who's the witness to my life?

ORiN of Orinity

Exhausted...

Its been a tiring week... Full of stuff to do but managed to make it to Friday and slept pretty early. At 10+pm, I already KOed on my bed liao then sis walked by my room then ask to go sleep. Then I was like 'why not?' then off lights, off monior, make my bed straight straight, adjust fan then zzz... hahaha! Woke up at 5+am though but since already rested enough, might as well get up and get in touch with my clients on the other side of the globe. ^_^"

I realised this week that I got to hand in my FYP on 18 Mar which is damn near liao, starting to kan chiong about it liao. Sianz½... Then failed 2 tests for mid-sem and I am lost in my studies. 14 Mar still got NAPFA and oso need to hand in DMDW assignment. I havent even start my JSPG assignment yet. Maybe next week I will MIA from club except four days with soccer training bahz...

Really hope things turn out fine for me... Dont have to be great, just fine will do... Then I can stop and plan out my life for the next 2 years in NS and maybe get a hint of what I should do after NS. I am thinking of going to work for a year or two before going back to my study for my degree but by then I will be like 25-26 liao loh... A bit old to be in uni horz? hahaha... ^_^"

I have decided to make aurasia.net work well for me since I am already in the black which means I am making a profit. I might as well try to maximize the potential. Hoping to get a monthly turnover of about $250 by the time I finish my final exams... Then I got 1 month or so to make sure things work out well in such a way that everything can go on smoothly.

That's enough grumbling for now... By the way, I still havent out what to do with that crush of mine... Heck carez... Dont even know what to do so just stand and wait for something to happen... ^_^"

ORiN of Orinity...

Shagged...

Past 2 weeks have been very shagged for me with my CNY night activities, tests and lack of sleep... My blogging rate also slowed to once a week or at most, twice. Busy with life, busy figuring out, busy slacking... ^_^" I doubt any of you actually come my blog that often since you need to remember the URL but still if its not private then I will be holding back on what I say liao...

Past week only went school on Wed for my tests which is pretty much two failures. Live to regret only lah coz of my slackness and laziness to work hard. If it don't interest me, don't bother trying to make me work hard on it. ^_^" Basically the past 2 weeks is spent a lot on my family, extended family, my clan... First, CNY went KTV with Cyrene and my younger cousins as well as spending the night out with my maternal cousins, Jacob, Pei & gang... Actually, I prefer Jacob that group, we got more stuff to talk about. ^_^"

Yesterday went Jacob and Henry's place for family gathering then had out dinner at Sakura International Buffet. One word... Shiok ar! Ate like a pig, I guessed... Then went bowling with my cousins at Pasir Ris Bowl... Off-form all night... Pei even got confronted by a homosexual... omg! Had to shield her after all mahz since I am the eldest guy and Jacob got homo-phobia. Pengz... hahaha! Incident over then started bowling loh but all sub-100 games for me... Lousy...

After that went back to Jacob's place at 1am and played cards, chit chatted and helped Henry fix his computer loh... Full of spywarez and adwarez shit... hahaha! Anyway, went to sleep at about 4am. This morningz, sis took my stuff home coz she got Sentosa outing... Went to have breakfast with 4th aunt & uncle, Jacob and Henry at Katong... Then they drove me to Tampines Interchange to take 969 home... ^_^"

That's all for now... I have a new 17" LCD monitor... Big and song ar!

ORiNz

MST... Sianz...

Mid-Sem Tests is this week but I only got 2 paperz. The thing is that I am having the paperz tml and I haven't really got into studying mood yet. OMG! Sianz½... Can't seem to concentrate at all... Think I will go print out some notes for my JSPG and look through them before going back to DMDW again... I at least got some idea about DMDW but JSPG is like totally blank... Jialatz siaz...

ORiNz

2 Decades Laterz...

1 min to my 20th birthday but guess it will be a pretty quiet one compared to the last one. Tml need to go club help them with Boys' Town event trial run and after that maybe look at Sel run the GL training bahz... Then they going Andrea's place for gathering but don't know where I going yet... Maybe juz follow the crowd or whatever loh...

The past 2 decades has its ups and downs but I survived anyway. Hope the next 2 decades will have more ups than downs. Not too greedy horz? Go complete my NS, find a pretty gal to marry, get a IT job, have kids and lived out the rest of my life... hahaha! Simple and lazy way of planning things... hahaha!

ORiNz

New Specs New Image?

Been a while since I last blogged... Its the same reasons as usual. Finally finished my CNY shopping except for a shirt that I think I will go back to buy before CNY starts. meiFand pei-ed me to Orchard to get my new specs done... First time get such an expensive pair of specs... hahaha! $279~!~ I liked the design though. Its brown, coz meiFang chose de mahz... hahaha! And the blue not exactly nice, veri bright and hard to match my clothes... hahaha! After that went walk walk with her at Heeren loh... Saw a shirt but colour similar to the one I bought but different design. Finally decided to buy it liao... hahaha! Think going down tml or mon to get it loh... ^_^"

Then she went to shop for earrings... Choose and choose still end up choosing that earrings that looks like a mess of shit... hahaha! That's my first impression lah... hahaha! Then bumped into Cecillia at that shop. Anyway, after that she went to try on shorts. Then I juz stand outside watch Jay concert MTV loh... hahaha! She called me in I oso dunno worz... Maybe is she too soft bahz... Reached ground floor liao then she went home with Cecilia loh and I went home on MRT loh... Woke up by Don & gf at Yishun... Heng siaz... Help sent from nowhere if not I will miss my stop again... hahaha!

Past week many people asked me what's going on between me and meiFang. To tell the truth, I seriously don't know either. Do I have feelings for her? Dont know... Does she have feelings for me? I don't know and I doubt anyone will have feelings for me loh... I am too much of childishness and too immature liao... ^_^"

ORiNz