水瓶の随心所欲

Saturday, 31 July 2004

The Vale...

When I first came to SP, I neber expected myself to be get involved in a closely knitted group of people bonded by the purpose, the companionship, the friendship, the fun and the love of each other. It's hard to believe that happened just in my favourite novel series, Belgariad and Malloreon. My little 'family' of good frenz... They are always there for me or should say I getting a bit dependent on them liao......

Today's kinda a slack day... I didn't do much except go my cousin's place carry a computer to my house and try to help them fix some viruses. Finished season 8 of Friends, it's a funny season but it kinda ended sadly. Ross and Rachel getting back together, then split up again that sort of stuff. On and off then on and off then they have a baby together. Pengz...

Tml maybe going Sim Lim Square to buy a CPU chip. Slacking at home again? Think so loh... No mood to go anywhere until tingz want to go take her diskette drive. She's tired and shagged out this week so I asked her to sleep in and don't bother to meet loh. Next week then meeting her bahz...

Listening to Dreamz FM's song, 不值得... It kinda calms me down... As for now, I not in the mood to continue this entry so let this song ends it tonite...

不值得 - 梦飞船

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得 我考虑
不值得 我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得 我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得 我考虑
不值得 我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得 想起
不值得 哭泣
这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得 我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心

ORiN...

Tuesday, 27 July 2004

Back to work!

One whole week neber blog liao... Had a enjoyable weekend and managed to come up with a wish list on my regular forums, The Small Pets Club. ^_^" Went Queensway to shop for a new pair of shoes with HuiZheng, JingYing, XueFeng and ZhiCheng last Fri. I bought a pair of Teva ACG (All Condition Gear) shoes. XiaoZhen and JingYing bought Converse shoes of the same designs, canvas somemore. Quite nice but won't suit me. hahaha! I rotted for the whole of Sat at home, watching Friends on my RiG. Now I really got the urge to move my RiG into my room. It's damn bloody warm in my Study with all that heat. At least my room got air-con if I need it mah. ^_^"

Went to help tingz build her PC on Sun then very late then went home. Coz we went late and came back late to her hostel. In the end, BoonLi's boiboi drove me back to Yishun. That saved me 20+ bucks. Yesterday neber go work coz going dental clinic to check on my teeth. Dentist refering me to Alexandra Hospital for braces and wisdom teeth. He also cleared out the tartar behind my front teeth. Don't ask me what's tartar, I oso don't know. Sure is something not good lah. hahaha!

The new club MC is out liao. Everything's fine but Sel keep worrying. *toot* I helping her keep tabs on the yr2s coz we don't want them to stray from the direction we want them to go. Hopefully they going to turn out fine. I finally took over the website from Robert liao... hahaha! I didn't know I was supposed to take over 6 months ago until I visit the site on Sat. I will be updating it with latest news as well as photos. Haven't decide whether I want to have a new design anot but most prob will change the top banner. I managed to apply for a free web host liao so will be hosting the website on my web space.

ORiNity moved to a new home liao. The previous host had ads which I don't want. ORiNity is now at http://orinity.uni.cc. This should be the permanent home liao bah until my domain provider go bust or my web host go bust. hahaha! There's not much change coz I still figuring out the scripting I need to do but after so many months of talk-only, I finally start my personal project. ^_^"

Enough grumbling for now... ORiN outz...

Tuesday, 20 July 2004

Bloggin From Work

Hahaha! I am blogging from work again. At least not that boring when I blogged mah. Stuck to the seat for the whole day is not all that fun. ^_^" Juz now SMSed HuiZheng & JingYing, we going to meet up on Friday to go Queensway buy shoes. hahaha! My Trail covered shoes cannot make it liao... By the way, in case some of you noticed that my tagboard got some new people posting, they are actually posting from my webbie, not here. hahaha! I was lazy to create a new tagboard mah...

Anyway, I found a good website for everyone juz now. It stands for Web Based MSN. Power rite?
WBMSN -=> www.wbmsn.net

Now can go onto MSN from my workplace liao le. You guys oso can access it in sch. Muz come online when u guys got the chance wor. ^_^V Blogged till here liao bah... I going back to debugging of my application liao.

ORiNz

Monday, 19 July 2004

It's been a while...

It's been a while since a last blogged. Sorry lah, guy & gals... I was a bit too busy with my attachment life and already having difficulty having enough rest liao. Working at HSBC is not much difference from Inspireo Media, still have to wake up early but still it is not that bad lah.

Sat was Enthu Dunkies which was quite fun especially at nite when we had a small 3rd home dinner... It's really nice to be back in school and hanging around with club people. Seeing Sel, Helen, Hao² and the rest at club was kinda nice. I didnt know that I missed those guys that much during attachment. Then Sel start telling me stories of her missing wallets and handphones again. hahaha! That gal juz can't remember where she kept her stuff... hahaha! 3rd home is referring to HuiZheng & JingYing loh since we all live quite near and oso in the north. Eunice oso counted bahz but she lived too far away liao le. XueFengz oso counted? She oso lived north but always lazy or too sianz to come over to 3rd home. hahaha! kk... Straying liao le... Back to the dinner, we had dinner at BLK 900+ there. The auntie taking our drinks said our business very good to do, all the orders all same 1... hahaha! We didnt even noticed that at first until she said that. All eat meepok, drink tae beng and popiah for dessert. ^_^" Kinda fun and the meepok was good. After that go walk walk at Northpoint then walked JingYing to the MRT.

Next morning oso quite high. Woke up and slacked a bit in my room while reading my newly arrived novel. Guardian of the West, book 1 of the Malloreon series, newly shipped in from England. hahaha! I a bit siao rite? Read the book several times liao still go buy, England somemore. It's a first edition, I believe. Now waiting for 3 more to arrive from England, think will be here before the week is out.

Life's tiring till now. Not much chance to catch up on my sleep since the exam period last sem. Had a few days of rest then started to work at Inspireo Media liao. I got a feeling that I going to burn inside out soon. hahaha! ^_^" Now still at work but superiors are having meeting so slack off a bit loh. It's better than nothing mah. I think I really need a new pair of covered shoes, my Trail shoes are totally falling apart liao. I doubt my hammies even want to go into that pair to play. ^_^" Yah, whoever wants hammies please let me know, k? I got a couple to give away. They are brother and sister and they dont fight. ^_^"

Long time since I grumbled this much liao le so think this is enough liao bahz. Attachment gives me not much chance to talk or grumble so... hahaha! Everyone please take carez wor!

XiaoZhen & JingYing: Juz take carez and stay cheerful! Don't study too hard wor... ;p
Eggie: Long time no contact liao le... Got time drop a sms leh... ^_^"
Lynn: Os coming liao so why are you still staring the the screen? *toot*
Eunice: Braces taken down liao so please... Keep smiling... ^_^V
The rest in case I forgot who have access here: Take carez! May the ORiN be with you...

ORiNz

Saturday, 10 July 2004

Friends

Today simply slack at home, in front of my computer watching Friends and playing Ground Control 2: Operation Exodus. Finished season 3 juz now which I find is funnier than both season 1 & 2. Karen messaged to pospone the date with her this morning coz her ex got some problems so she cleared out her day for him. So, Thurs going to watch Spiderman 2 or Windstruck with her. Then SiHan posponed the bball session to tml morning which I now not that keen liao coz so damn tired. Tml going down Sim Lim Square to buy a CD-RW and maybe a gadget loh. My pay totals up about 700+ and will clear on Tue morning so borrow from my mother 1st loh.

Monday is my attachment liao le and kinda excited about it. I just hope I don't screw up on the first day. I thinking of sleeping earlier tonite, say after blogging and watching 1 more ep of Friends season 4. Working for Lester for the past weeks was stressful but fulfilling since I learned quite a bit so definitely worth all the scoldings. hahaha! ^_^"

Today ended being very slack for me since weather is so cool and nothing to do so I simply did nothing then kill any brain cells. I am slack to the point that I don't even want to work on my webbie design. ORiNity can wait... For now, it's sleep tight and cool weather for the nite... ^_^"

ORiN outz...

Tuesday, 6 July 2004

Pengz...

What the *toot*? JingYing having problems lately I oso dunno. Somehow, working everyday seem to dull my senses a lot. I didn't even observed that she's sad. Fuck lah! Super careless of me loh... Thought all along that she's juz overworked then I managed to miss one hell of a blog post of hers. Now feeling quite pissed with myself liao... Fucking unobservant... *toot*

Somehow I getting more and more dense in the brains liao... Shit siaz... All the brain cells used on work then no cells to think of my own stuff. Fucking bu shuang with myself liao... Fuck fuck fuck! Busy working till close frenz die I oso dont know lidat. Mentally, I feeling a stress in my head coz I sleep late and wake up early all the time. Then my work is not slack work but brain cell shelling job... Killing brain cells at the veri fast rate... -_-"

ORiNzzz... super tu lan + pek chek...

Saturday, 3 July 2004

Tired...

Past few days neber blog at all coz I am tired and working OT most of the time. ^_^" Wed went Sentosa with club people then HuiZheng and JingYing came up with a reason when we were strolling the beach. They said me and Eunice always quarrel coz she's always not there while the 3 of us are always together. ^_^" Quite true, I supposed but I no longer want to bicker with her liao...

Working for Lester is really hard work sia... I had to do a lot of new stuff and learn them as well. It's good to learn new things but I always end up not having enough time to finish the projects he gave me. Maybe I will get faster as I become more experienced. The situations I encountered now are my first time so hopefully next time won't hit those problems liao.

Tml going to work in the morning, which is so damn sianz... I don't like going back on Sat... Tml oso got Sel's housewarming but have to work in the morning so I meeting HuiZheng at Dhoby Ghaut instead loh.

July came so I think I going to get my pay soon and everyone else is going back to sch except me who is going for ITP. Going to start missing everyone liao le...

ORiN outz...