Confused...

Just finished chatting with JunXiang of CADC... He is the guy who liked JunTing but kena condemned. JunTing went stead with another guy last week according to her but now I am very confused... She said that she explained to JunXiang about us lying to him that we are an item liao but juz now JunXiang still come talk to me about the me and her. I think I will have to call or sms her tml liao... Haiz...

More and more projects deadlines to meet and Dominic is stressed till he is down with fever liao. WEBA test next wed and I got the feeling that I am dead meat. Haiz...

Went home with JingYing today and now I think she oso kinda stressed with life. Haiz... Everyone is having their stress levels increasing liao. Perhaps it is the approaching exams... I did not feel that stress during my 1st year but this year is different, the ante is upped... Hope I can puch through... Haiz...

Weeping Willow...

I watched My Girl today again and tears flow again... ^_^"

The following peom is written by the female lead actor in the show. She is a 11yr-old teenager and 'wrote' this poem when her best and only friend died.

Weeping Willoow with your tears running down
Why do you always weep and frown?
Is it because he left you one day?
Is it because he could not stay?
He found shelter in your shade
You thought his laughter would never fade
On your branches, he would swing
Do you long for the happiness that day would bring?

Weeping Willow, stop your tears
For there is something to calm your fears;
If you think death has ripped you forever apart
I know he'll always be in your heart

Shagged Out!

Slacked at home the whole day to rest from my over exertion during Aspiration Camp. hahaha... Just too lazy to wake up that early to go when I only break camp at 9pm the night before. I went to watch Turn Left, Turn Right with my sis in the evening and my DSA camper, Kim Hong called me during the show. Although he can't really talk, I am still touched by this little action. Felicia must be sad that Kim Hong din call her but she say want to take him out to play.

Red Eyes...

6 days never come update liao... I past 2 days got red eyes coz I at night rub my eyes too much. Yesterday was my PTN outing with Justin and my class. In the end, Justin paid for everything and we went to Sake Sushi loh... The bill was like 200+ bucks... God bless him! hahaha!

Last nite when I about to go sleep, Wendy came online then msg me on ICQ. It's been a long long time since I chatted with her liao. By the way, she is one of my best online buddies but I neber see her b4. ^__^" She then sent me her new photos and some of them taken at the beach in bikini loh... Almost nose-bleed... hahaha! I think I going to give her access to my Blog also...

Then yesterday's ECOM tutorial like mass games session like secondary sch lidat, playing magic cards, read newspapers, sing songs and chattign with Justin. It is like back to those post-exams period in secondary school. Justin say he thinks I am the top scorer for ECOM test when I think I have problem passing. hahaha! Wait till I get my papers back bah else later is a mistake then I can go die liao... hahaha!

Tonite got Arsenal match so will be sleeping in a while then I can watch it at 2.30am. Hope the gunners will win!

Boing!

Guess what? I pon my two practicals today. ^__^"

Yesterday was my ISNS test which was also the last paper for me as well. I confirm plus chop that I can pass that one although not with flying colours. MCQ and True/False were hard for a test paper but the Structured made me laugh. Damn easy but I dying for the 1st 2 sections.

After school went play bball with Jimmy and ChunKit. Then, we played with another guy 2 on 2. That guy damn power loh. Heng I was on his team... hahaha... We thrashed CK and Jimmy 3 in a row. I yesterday also on form, score like no need money lidat... hahaha... I think it is due to the weather coz I don't tire that easily during cloudly days with grey clouds. If it is under the sun, I sure damn tired by the end of the 1st game.

WanYi and CK quarrelled on IRC that day. Sianz... I think there must be some misunderstanding in there loh. Both pissed off that day and stepped right on each other's foot. Haiz... Why they muz quarrel? Yi ren ra yi bu, bu hao ma? Haiz... Friends are hard to come by loh, don't need quarrel until lidat 1... They now attitude each other liao then I think I going to kena also coz among the sl@ckers, I the closest to WanYi liao... Haiz...

Where's the rain today? Quick come then I can go nap... hahaha... ^__^"

Here's my horoscope for tml, 12 Sep:
You have been holding on to a relationship from the past for a while now. The time has come to let it go, Francis. If you have unresolved issues with an old romantic partner, why not address them once and for all? Something is likely to occur today that makes you realize how stuck in the past you have been. The only way to move forward is to revisit those painful memories and clear them from your mind.

Rising Sign:
You are currently in the middle of an existential crisis, Francis, as the planetary context summons you to modify your sense of identity. It's time to release the crazy side of your character! You've hidden your real character for such a long time, it's possible that people won't recognize you right away! Today, the square of the Moon and Saturn helps you to accept yourself more.

Sounds not very good to me leh... Jialat! hahaha...

GG...

Quite a few days since I come post in here liao... Yesterday was my E-Commerce test, today is my MDAD test and I confirmed GGed le. I at most can get 20 out of 100 only coz I only did that much. Last night quarrel with my father 1st time in my life then kena slapped. Mouth somemore bleed... ^__^"

These few days veri stuffy! Where is the rain!!! Studying for my ISNS at the moment, think tonite not sleeping liao...

The Finishing Blow...

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored...
To have people think that you don't care...
The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten...
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits...
When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you...

-Extracted partially from The Greatest Pain In Life

If that happens once too often, I think I might as well go die... Signed Off...

Stuffy Day...

I got a weak point and that is my patience over some matters and impatience of other matters and they usually don't come into the scenes where they are needed. When I should be patient, I will explode, when I should by right explode, I tolerate. Perhaps it's wrong usage of tolerance for unsuitable situations...

I give all my three daughters access to my blog today and Eunice say I shouted till so loud that I helped her do project but actually, I feel that it's alright as long as they keep the ORiN as a secret. I spent the day in the worst possible way: playing computer games... hahaha... It's all Stacey's fault for recommending me GunBound to play, it's quite addictive loh...

Tml still have to go sch to do my WEBA assignment with my group at 11am and also meeting AiJia to help her figure out how to use Dreamweaver. I think I am in for a tough week with my tests coming and projects due coming... ARGH~!~ Today somemore so stuffy, no rain at all... I feel so pissed, vexed, stressed and frustrated... Kinda like going to have an explosion soon. It's been a long long time since Mount Francis last erupted and that last time was in Sec 4! ARGH~!~ Looks like I will need to meditate a bit too night to cool off else, I think I will erupt soon.

No wonder they say Allerians are logical till the point whereby emotions come into the scenes... All hell break loose and thou shalt not be spared...

3 weeks liao...

The ORiN is 3 weeks old liao! Time flies sia...

Yesterday in the end did not meet Stacey after the basketball friendly. Managed to get back on talking terms with JunTing, at least that's what I hoped lah... In the end, I went for a late late lunch with HuiZhen, JingYing and her fren but I can't really recall her name bah... hahaha I think it's Xue Feng bah...

Tml staying at home to study and work on my projects... Juz now quite pissed over something so I bu xiao xin vent it on WanYi... Sianz½... Time to hit the books liao...